read this read this. it will change your life, i swear.

and what a beautiful mess this is
it's like taking a guess when the only answer is yes
and through timeless words and priceless pictures
we'll fly like birds not of this earth
and tides they turn and hearts disfigure
but thats no concern when we're wounded together
and we tore our dresses and stained our shirts
but its nice today,
oh the wait was so worth it.

i'm supposed to be getting ready to go to the doctor today. eh.
i guess when you pass out and hit your head, run a 103 fever, and your body shakes all over,
you're kind of required to go see a doctor.
i get sick too damn much.

my life has been boring. as always.
i spent two weeks at my cousins house. we kinda had fun.
basically i wake up,
call laureen,
fall back asleep,
take a shower,
kinda eat,
call laureen,
watch tv,
play with con,
call laureen,
fall asleep.

my phone bill is insane. but i suppose that's just a small price to pay to hear her voice.

no one reads these blogs anymore.
so why do i bother?