the pretty lights accentuate his eyes.

rave boy called me today.
he read my blog xD gah. he is so nice.
i had been waiting, honestly. for him to call. he was just basically like.
"rave boy? you don't even say my name?"
"it makes you sound mysterious."
"did you really want to hold my hand?"
"yes. i'm sorry i acted so weird."
"it's alright. we can be friends."
"are you breaking up with me?!"
and then he has this adorable laugh ): it's like. silly. and he goes.
"yeahh sorry. i'm dating my pillow."
"oh. sounds like a hot affair."
"mhmm. wanna come to a rave with me?"
"me? at a rave?"
"yeah. you'd have so much fun."
"we'll see."


RAVES SCARE ME.
):
i'm afraid.


OH OH OH.
jared and kenny want to take me to the snow this weekend.
gah.
i love them so much.

and then i might go to Arizona in a month. to visit josh.
he's moving there.
he's going to die.
i love him. i'd marry him if it was legal to marry your first cousin.

anyway. laur's making me text her. and my phone is being fnjskdk.
so.
i'll post a blog laterr~ or something.
idkidkidkidk.
bye.