when i came to visit you, that is when i knew.

that i could never have you. i knew that before you did. but still, i'm the one who is stupid.

YES. THOSE ARE MY SHOES.

YES. I HAVE SMALL FEET.

SUCK MY DICK.

i went to the snow today. with con and jared and my cousin and kenny.

it was really fun. connor was acting like a squirrel on cocaine though. and my little cousin was being so annoying. plus jared kept hitting me with those damn snowballs ): ugh.

but i haven't had that much fun in a while.

the ride back? a different story.

see, my ears are like nfjsk. so the pressure change was VERY bad. my head was about to explode. and everyone was arguing. it was dark. and raining. and we were driving down a mountain. AND jared was speeding. i was sure we were going to die.

somehow i fell asleep while i was texting laur (oops~) and then we were off the mountain.

thank god.

we're probably going to go again next weekend. i am going to have a panic attack but at least i'll get to see snow again. it was beautiful.

two hours of driving for some snow. but i didn't mind.

connor got sooo tired though c: he is asleep on my lap. he begged me to go to the snow again. literally begged xD he loved it. and i loved seeing him have that much fun. i guess maybe i'm starting to get the hang of this parent thing ;)

i need to sleep soon. i have to do a lot of stuff tomorrow. meh.

like.

GO GET MY RETAINER GOD DAMN.

and. wash my new shoes because they got all dirty and gross!

fun fun.

i love you guyzzz.

bye.