and i miss you more than i should x)

<3 love that song. mygoddd.
it made me want to write something. but i dunno. my writing sucks xD
it's late.
i'm laying on my bed listening to this song and reading peoples blogs.
i'm texting new york boy.
but he fell asleep.
he doesn't like talking to me anymore. but then again, no one really does.
i'm freezingggggggggggg.
my puppy, avery, is laying on my lap asleep. i love snuggling him.
my brother wants to go to the snow again.
i want that sketch from onyx. badly.
i feel like my brain is about to explode.
there is so much pressure.
and i'm thinking about so many things.
laur said she wanted to know what was wrong with me but.
i don't even know.
i'm just slowly starting to lose it again.
i'm slipping again.
and it's scary.

idk. imma go watch tv and try to sleep on the couch. night.


ps; fuckinghell. i miss him more than anything.